So we are trying to refinance the house, getting ready to sell the cars, and trying to get pregnant.
We cleaned and due cluttered for four days last week, getting the house better looking than it has since we moved in. Eric replaced the garbage disposal, and painted the bathroom, fixed some ceiling problems inside and out...I cleaned and decal uttered te house. While doing this the dishwasher broke and is yet to be fixed. The appraiser when he came only took about 10 or 15 minutes tops in the house,sigh. At least it looks nice.
Eric is planning on selling his car and the van to a friend and get my brothers truck, but as usual the fixes aren't going as he had hoped...more to do o get the van running to sell the car, so he can drive the van while we wait on the refinancing stuff to get a loan for the truck.
Trying to have a baby. Well we started his journey in March and are getting nowhere. I have tried ovulation predictor kits, timing , trying every other day...nothing. Now just feeling mad. Not blaming anyone or anything I now it can take much longer than we have been trying but...we are not getting any younger Eric just turned 38 I am barreling toward 29. I figured by this point in my life I would have several kids...not one grown stepson and none of my own. I have no idea what turn I made that put me here instead of where I thought I would be...
There is much more I would love to share but for now this is enough. When in rains it pours...
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