Life has been throwing us curveballs this year, and some good recipes. We started trying to conceive in March, I actually went off my birth control on my birthday. Eric wanted to just see what happened and not tell anyone...well I went with this for about 6 months till I had to start doing some tests for health issues. By this time, I was: nervous, unhappy, and sometimes angry. Everywhere I looked friends and family members were having babies or getting pregnant. I refused to ask "why me, Lord" knowing full well"why NOT me?". During this time I found out I have factor five Leiden which s known as thrombophilia, a clotting disorder, inhertited from my Dad. It makes me more concerned about having kids, taking shots every day when I do get pregnant to hlp with the clotting issue.my mom has not been as supportive in all this as I would like. We are o close in o many ways but she doesn't even ask how I am dealing with it taking a while to conceive only it took her a while as well. Eric is basically the same. I wonder how he is feeling ,but am not sure t the same time I want to know. It is now October and. I figured I would be pregnant by now, and regret not going off birth control much earlier.I am starting to feel like a general mess inside.
In other parts of our life Eric go put into a new position at work, which gave him a day shift schedule, so that is one big prayer answered!also, Logan got a job and is finally going to be getting his drivers lisence soon. We just decided to try and refinance the house, so hoping that turns out well.
I am wanting to take up photography and ith much encouragement from an amazing friend and gifted photographer, I am looking into getting a great camera. Hoping to start using some God given creativity in a positive way. Recipes, many of them to follow...soon:)
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